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bugger
there's a page somewhere out there which is like a counceling chatroom for transsexuals. has a realy strange name, just can't put my finger on the darn thing

last time i saw i was in welwyn garden city, and there was an issue with the laves at the local day centre. what i think basicly actualy happened was a new female member of staff had seen me use the wemen, no ploral, and kicked up a stink

what actualy happened on the day however was this;

well, following one or two instances in welwyn city centre, including getting hastle for initaly using the mens, i was livingas a woman as full time as humanly poss for the time

perticualy when using the day centre, where i felt safe. the set up, lav wise, was that they had ONE womans lave and ONE mens lave, both lockable and more or less identical, and i always always used the womens, which was fine for about nine months, then suddenly it wasn't

i had already been told it was perfecly fine with them for to live how i wished, i had turned up for some art theripy. i badly needed the loo by the time i got there but decided to go into the garden fst to say hi to everyone. after a short while i had to go, but just as i got there, i was stoped by a male member of staff, who i knew quite well, stoppdme sayng he wantttatme

he was obsvously nervouse, and when nervouse he could sound agressive. he pointed at one toilet then another door which turned out to be the dissabled and grunted 'could you either use that or that door please'

it took a while for the data to process. i told him that i only used the wemens and he said he knew and that was the prob. i curtanly didn't want to use the mens, and as for the other door i actualy thought he was pointing at the staff toilets, which might have coursed a stink. i think he did at one point mention that the disabled were unisex, but i just thought yeah, but if i'm not woman then i'm certainly not psysicly disabled, and how long would it be before i was put on the spot again

by the time i got into the main room again, i was livid, and still in need of a pee. another issue was that i felt that i wasn't being taken seriously, about me wanting to see the process to the verry end and have a full gender corrective sergery. i just wantedto have a pee and was fuming

i told them that i was not playing a game, that i am gd and that io should be respected just like all the other wemen, such as how i was, and still am, living. one member of staff didn't help by saying that i would not be leagly woman untill my final sergery. i promised that i was going tgo put in a seriouse complaint and get folk into lots of trouble, certainly stop this shit from happening again, and i stormed out, uncharictoristicly for me

i stormed straight into town, had a pee, in the ladies in a coffee shop, and then went straight to an internet cafe, typed some key words into a serch engine, came across this web sight and talked to a realy nice guy who guided me through the presedure of complaint

now, if i could only remember the damned words i used for the serch...