yesterday was cool
been having issues for about two weeks now. so we rang my gp psycyeterist who first reasured me that i had nothing to worry about and b, that he might beable to carry my next apointment from june to may. he'll then refer me to charin cross with as stronger recomondation as he can. . .not acctualy to sure what his role is to be honest, but he said if i used him i prob wouldn't have to go through so much poo, i'd get my apointment faster i'm guessing and hoping illiminating the need for another inital contaltation of this kind

we then found a realy realy good sounding counceler. this woman is also a dancer, poet and spiriualist and has helped two folk go through a sex change before. she wants to 'work in the field', ie specielize in this sort of thing

i'v spoken to her and she sounds realy nice. i'm seeing her friday. yay

my partner's not doing to bad either, hopefully on the tenth she'll change her name, obtain her 'letter' and get her first referel, buting her on the map to overtake me maybe

i'm going back to the shop to moan about my computer in a mo

i'm realy happy though